shoe addiction part 3

If there is something i will never wish for anyone is to want a pair of shoes and not being able to buy it. It is one of the most horrible things that could happen to you. Its even more painful when you have the money to buy that shoes but they don't have your size and its a unique model, so you won't find them anywhere else. It as painful as loosing your love. I know you must b saying its a bit exaggerated but its a bit like that. You get a bit the same type of pain when you are a shoe addict.

I remember once i wanted a pair of shoes but could not buy them since it was my mother's birthday soon and i needed to get her a gift. I could not spend my money on shoes. But then i remembered that we both had same shoes size. I bought that shoes for me but gifted it to her with the idea that i will be the one wearing it.lol! I know its very bad what i did but this is what shoes makes me do. :( Sometimes i tell myself am i a slave of shoes?? But then when i see lovely pair of stiletto looking at me i cannot resist from getting them for me. I feel like a princess with my shoes.

It is very sad to see that some people can't afford getting them a proper pair of cheap slipper or seeing that when their shoes is torn they get them repaired and wear it again. And over here we keep on making expenses on shoes which we may put only twice or trice in a year and then stop wearing them because they are outdated. When am alone it came in my mind several times that i make so much expenses on these things and some people in this world do not have money for essential things like food. But once again once am in front of a brand new Italian shoes i stop thinking about everything in this world. The only thing which counts at that time is the shoes. Do you find it scary?? I do sometimes!!

2nd part shoes addiction

If i had to choose between the most handsome guy in the world and a pair of wonderful shoe i will without hesitation choose SHOES!!! There is and will never be any rival with my shoes. Call it madness,addiction,stupidity... i don't care because i love shoes!!hihi!! I remember once i was abroad alone and my mum phoned and she told me that my uncle bought me a pair of shoes. From this day i was counting the days left to come back home.lol! Everyday i kept on telling my friends about this shoes. I was imaging how it will be,thinking abot the design,the colour...

Once my parents went to dubai and over there they got me a pair of red shoes. I only got a glimpse of one of the shoes in their suitcase i got sooo excited. I forgot about all the other gifts. The only things which was important for mw was that pair of red shoes. Talking about me made me want to wear it now.lol! Here it is in my feet! Love u shoes!!! Exactly threee weeks back i was in a shopping centre and suddenly i saw a pair of shoes in a shop but that shop was already closed :( As soon as i saw that shoes in the shop show case it was as if i saw a prince charming. It was the same feeling. It was love at first sight. My heart started to beat so quickly. I started imaging myself in these shoes. It was as if they were talking to me saying ''take me away from here please.'' Tears nearly came to my eyes. I wanted them soo much....

To be continued....

Shoe addiction

It all happened one day lool! I always used to like rhinestones and spangles but when i started growing up this addiction was growing bigger and bigger.I loved to see all the tv serials and films where there is an excess of spangles. It always make me dream. I really like entering this dream world where everything is so perfect,so nice... Yes i was telling you about thes films and tv serials like ugly Betty,the devil wears prada,sex and the city and so on. I never use to miss them. I always wanted to work in these conditions. Wearing a louis vuiton dress with an assorted christian louboutin shoes black burberry sun glasses and channel handbag. Everytime i use to see these shops or someone wearing these branded stuff in films or in reality i was sooo happy to see these things. I could like even cry out of happiness. Unfortunatly in my country i could not find all these shops but when am abroad i make it a must to visit all these shops. I am like isla fisher in confession of a shopaholic when i pass by these shops. The only difference is that i did not always buy them i only used to look at them with desire lool!

But this madness was nothing compared to my addiction to shoes. That one is a bit more than madness believe me. I made a promise to myself when i will start earning money and buy my own house i will construct a shoe room. It will be my paradise. I don't know if you remember an episode of desperate housewife in which Gaby goes to Victor's house and see his ex wife's room full of dress i want exactly the same room but full of shoes. Different models,colours,brand name...
To be continued....