Saturday, June 16, 2012

Is this the life I wanted?

Most of us must have one day or the other wish to go back in the parth and take other decisions. For example the decision of doing another course insead of the one who did. Or chose another university instead of the one you did. Or accepted a job that you had rejected. All these things are known as regrets. Why do we all live our life with regrets. We live with the word if only i had...may b things would have been different today.
I want to go back in the past and see how my life would have been if I had make some other decision.
Try another job, be someone else, live somewhere else.
What if I had accepted to go to university abroad would I have been here today? Would people look at me the way they are?
If I had decline the job offer am actually working where would I have been right now? Sleeping a saturday morning or being on a trip somewhere?
One thing is for sure things would not have been like they are right now.

Life Life Life full of regrets.

Thursday, June 7, 2012

Are girls objects?



Are girls object?
This question seems awkward right? But when you will start reading this blog you will understand why this question was raised. Have you ever heard about arranged marriage? Or have you ever had the bad luck to get a proposition for wedding and it is not even the guy who proposed it is the aunty who has seen you in a wedding, in a funeral or in a party and said to herself this girl should be the daughter in law of my brother.
Then one day without knowing it the boy will come to your office and have a look at you. As if you are an object which has been exposed in a shop and he came to have a look if it is a good product.

Then if HE likes then the aunty will meet your mum and tell her about the wedding proposal. Saying that the guy has already seen the girl and he likes her.

This is so stupid!

If the guy had not like the girl then she would never know that someone came to choose her. What does they think of themselves?? I feel like slapping these people. Why does these aunty have to look for a girl for their nephew? Is he handicapped? Can't he find a girl by himself? And is this a way to choose a girl?
Have they ever thought about what the girl feel like when she get to know about all these things.

Being a girl I would feel like a shoes in a shop and a guy has to buy a new pair so he comes over and see of he find the pair of shoes which fits him. What if I am a Louboutin and he is someone who does not even know what is a louboutin because the only thing he wears is some kind of made in china shoes.

Dear guys who does such things do you think you are awesome? Am not at all sorry to say that you are not the only thing i can say is that you are too stupid to allow an aunty or your mum look for girls for you. Move your big fat lazy as... and ask a girl out by yourself.

Umme

Wednesday, June 6, 2012

failure

Have you ever fail a test? If you have then may be you could understand what am going trough right now. I just came back from my driving test and I've fail for the 2nd time. Yes FAIL again. As soon as i've got the results the only thing in my mind was to cry. I wanted to cry so much but I kept hold of myself and took the first bus I've got and came back home with a headache. And adding salt to injuries, you keep on receiving calls from family members asking what happend you've passed?? What the hell if i had passed I would have phone you people. Some of then don't even have a driving licence and they act as if you did something horrible when you failed. Telling you things like how did you fail? which errors you made? Hello you don't even drive you won't understand. I feel so depressed. I don't even want to talk to anybody. I don't even want to drive. I've been spending so much money in driving and all I get is a big Fail. Am I a failure?? Will I ever be able to drive 1 day? I dout!

No driving licence = Horrible job!